Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Waiting sucks, doesn't it??

Hurry up and wait is the story of my life! Why I have no patience whatsoever is a mystery to me. I will have to think about my parents, and if they were like this . . . anyway, I hate waiting.

I hate waiting for people to return email messages, phone calls, things they borrow. I hate waiting for people who are never on time, or for meetings to start when they are always late. I REALLY hate waiting for a table in a restaurant, so much so that I'd rather gto somewhere else (and often do).

I COMPLETELY hated waiting for my son to be born . . . being matched at 5 months was a nightmare in disguise, but with adoption, you either wait to be matched or wait for the birth. Or both. So I just have to say that I really, really, REALLY hate waiting for Jen's son M* to be born!!! He is due tomorrow, and I just can't wait for the news. And I know its a gajillion times harder for her to wait. HUGS to you, Jen!

So, second on my hatred list is waiting for my next ob appointment and/or ultrasound. I have been stressing about weaning off the progesterone since no one is monitoring me. I even emailed my local RE to ask his opinion of the wean protocol and timing with gestation. He replied that it sounded "perfectly reasonable" to him, but he knows me so well, he offered to let me come in Thursday morning for monitoring (blood and u/s). What's a sucker like me to do??


Miracle Mommy said...

I'm with you! I HATE waiting too! And if I check anymore for news about Jen's baby my children are going to believe that I don't exist. LOL

Earthchild618 said...

I HATE waiting. I also will sit at the computer and stare at it while waiting for a return email.

I can't believe that I am not going even more nuts right now. Course, I am not sleeping at all. That is how my anxiety is manifesting.

I can't wait for your appt updates. I think that makes me more nuts than the waiting I am doing right now for my son!

azjenn said...

Oh girl, it's going to be a loooong 9mos. After this u/s try to relax, now that you are transfered to the Ob you're just a normal PG woman. I agree though waiting dose suck!