Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Hanging by a thread

I'm tired. Just really tired right now. Cooper is back to eating 1-2 times a night! He will not eat solids at all, so he's probably a bit hungry. CIO didn't work, as we need to sleep, and he'll cry for 2-3 hours! after 2 weeks, we realized it wasn't the solution for us. And its been waking up J* too, which where I drew the line. Coop has his 6-month check-up tomorrow, so hopefully the pedi can give us more guidance.

I'm over extended in every other area of my life too. The doctoral class I'm taking is a lot of time/work this semester, but at least it will be over 4/14. Work is busy. Commuting has been hell . . . no matter the weather, it has been taking me 2 hours to go 30 miles!

Hubby fired his assistant manager last week, so he has been working even more than usual! We barely see each other, and when we do, we are cranky and snippy to each other. We need a vacation. I'm going to talk to my parents and see if they'll stay with the kids at our house for 5 days or so. I need a beach and cool cocktail.

Sigh. I just like I am barely getting through the days. Where is the joy? Who's hiding it, you?


mwburdick said...

((((hugs)))) I was just thinking about you :) I'm sorry things are so hard. Hope things get better. I know they will.

Earthchild618 said...

Hang in there girl. I keep saying "it has got to get better". Sip a cocktail for me will ya...ah yell...pound back a shitload for me!

azjenn said...

Oh no hun, I'm so sad to read this. I was hoping that things were looking up. I wish there was something I could do to make it all better. ((HUGS))